[Whitender]

Hour 6, 1/12/359
End of the Chaotic Suffering
OOC Note: Do know this is John's Perspective outside from God's Grave in their own Path. And John's Part time Aftermath. Due to some Plant allowing me to do.
But it might sound kinda dark, but it's his own way. Please don't read it if you don't want to get spoiled unless you want to become John for around 13 minutes of insanity.
Yes this might be flawed, but anyways uhh.. Enjoy reading this even it doesn't make sense.
POV: You are John but you question your life from start to here.

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https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nV_NHvEEVvw
"Man, it's finally over, that I am proud of our friend's workload against terrorism."

John said to himself while following their same lifestyle of their ghostly happiness while traveling under their own path to where they are going, blinded with the future only. Nowhere to see. But the truth itself

"Though it feels off at the same time. Friends lost, friends obtained. And even the ones that causes wars."

"At the same time, if only I had fought against Cornelius Schlager, I would protected out friends from this crisis."

He would stopped. As they think to themselves, as their possibly mindset is telling the something.

(N̴e̸v̴e̴r̵ ̶t̸h̵i̸n̸k̵ ̸y̴o̷u̵ ̸a̷r̶e̴ ̵a̶l̷r̷i̶g̵h̴t̴ ̵J̷o̶h̶n̸,̷ ̵Y̸o̷u̵ ̸a̸r̴e̶ ̵y̷o̵u̶r̵s̸e̷l̴f̸ ̶b̸e̷c̸a̶u̸s̵e̷ ̵y̴o̶u̷r̷ ̸m̵i̷n̶d̷s̶e̶t̵ ̶i̴s̴n̶'̶t̸ ̶f̸i̶n̴e̴ ̶a̸ ̴t̶h̸e̵ ̶f̶i̵r̴s̴t̶ ̷p̴l̸a̸c̵e̴.̵)

"No wait, if I died for my friends there, Sigrogana would then be in danger. And no more Miracles for my friends, thus it equals out."
For a small thinking process, they remind themselves back from the camp.

"I should do something better for myself, though Prosthetics sounds fun to study."

"Yea, I gotta do my studies! And a Celebration too! But I might need to make more plushies of myself."

(More memories, More Happiness for others. Right? RIGHT?)

Then John had to do one thing for themselves, Summoning out their Guillotine Blade to themselves pointed to themselves.
Prepared to aim to their face with a minor scratch under a clean cut! But not too far to the neck

Spectre Man takes 77 Darkness Damage! (Goodbye (Guillotine))

*̶S̶t̶a̷b̷*̶

John would do that one scratch to themselves, blood to remind themselves of what he would endured to their face.
Pointless, but in a sense that no one will understand out of nowhere, leaving a reminder.

"Now I feel happier. Just like my old self from a long adventure, to lecture and possibly! Uh, making a Family..."
"...If only I didn't drag myself from there."

And so, John Continued on to spread their wisdom. And under a Puzzled Mindset of Society.
Quited at first, but changed their mind and kept going for what's best before terror grows again. But not for long...

 “Every Enduring Fighter, will always have a way to change Society”
“Proud of Everyone. E̶v̸e̶n̶ ̷o̶u̷r̷ ̷e̷n̴e̵m̴i̴e̸s̷ who did for honor.”
“But I'll never forget what I had to do.”

“And I am myself, John.”
“John Etherbound.”

John would said those thoughts to himself, trying to keep being positive as they make their way out completely to Alstalsia, and to the Mageguild.
Crying internally from their happiness, and then screaming from their forever fate of lost souls that their allies died for our Inner Rage.