[Poruku]

I know. you gotta realize after the 11th time of giving the same issue with little to no avail you gotta either move on, self reflect to find a diff path, or go back to DU

If you knew I was referring to spars, then why did you answer my post by talking about antagonism?

The entire premise of my post is that it's difficult to find fair and enjoyable fights for both parties by playing an antag. What you've done is list reasons why my antags aren't fun, when that's not the point of the post. I actually enjoy playing antags, and most of the time it's fun for all parties involved.

Not a single time in this post have I said I want people to remember and care about my shitty antags. But that seems to be what you're stuck on. You probably don't know, but I have had countless amazing experiences with antags, roleplaying emotional scenes and leaving an impact on others. But this is not what this post is about. It's about the pvp. I'm saying I want to enjoy some lighthearted pvp in a separate area, because I enjoy pvp, that's all.

As for your second point, this is not the same suggestion as the previous times. I think it's pretty reasonable, it wouldn't bother normal people, and I think many people would be able to enjoy it. But you aren't really addressing my actual suggestion, all you've done is invalidate me and sawrock's points of view.