[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1cqqGOvOGfI
(SEIZURE WARNING)

The Song of a Selfish Child

In the end, he just wanted praise...

In the end of the day, there is nothing but black,
Can you see the light?

It's not there, It's not there,
This black heart of mine is corrupt.

It's okay though, really okay though, I'll survive in the end.
Right?
So tighten your hold, tighten then fold,
I'll be the same in the end anyway.

Being a good boy like so,
Hey, hey, I'm a good child, right?
Cute as a button I'm told,
Hey hey- Are you watching?
I just want you to praise!

Watch me, I beg, Love me, I beg, Help me, I beg,
More and More!
See me, I beg, know me, I beg!
Till the rotten me falls apart!

It's so painful, so damn painful,
This lying,
Even though I caused it, too!

In the end I'm worthless, too.

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I came back and stood at the entrance of Hell, can you see me?
My throat tightened up, this lace is enough,
I'm choking on my very own lies,

It's okay though, totally okay though,
Because you're seeing 'good' me.
Yeah?

So one more time, I ask, one more time, for you to forget about the 'real' me.

Behind the old battlefield,
I confessed all of my heart to you.
It was a lie, all along,

Hey, hey, 'I love you',
Isn't that a dirty phrase!?

Believe me, Believe me, Trust in me,
More and More,
I'll make you, I'll make you, take all the burden from my heart,

It's painful, now it's painful, isn't it though? More and More!
I'm so sorry my friend...

Someone love me! Someone love me, Someone love me!
More and More,
Please someone like me, someone trust me,
Someone please hear my plea!

I'm fading now, I'm going away, Nothing can stop,
Everything going wrong,
This is the end of my story, now.

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It's all for nought, anyway.