[Sarah54321]

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Older Sister's Memories

We were twins,
Well, not really,
But we acted like we were together,
We were holding hands,
Playing together.
It was like it was always meant to be.
Ah.

'How are you today? I'm the same as yesterday!'
She asked me with a large smile,
I'd put on a dorky grin,
Give a large spin,
"I'm great! Just as planned!"

Outside of our house,
When we, as children, played,
It seemed like it was just another day.
Then I asked all of them something.

"How 'bout we play as spies or something!?"

I don't understand, but it was fun, to play around,
Emma, Paula, Amanda, and of course, me, Nana.
Because of our fun, we would play and play,
And then, we all grew up.

We still play as spies and as assasins,
But now we're all grown up with the job,
But it's fine, I say, because we're all together.
'Hey sis, let's play sometime, again. Pretty please!'

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Amanda was a strange one,
Though, my closest one,
She wanted to be a 'strong big sister'.

She did things by herself,
Began to distance,
At that end, she doomed truly herself,
Ah...

It was just a regular day,
We were all at 'play'.
Then Emma's friends came to me and said it.
'That girl that died.'
I would blink and pry,
But in the end, it didn't matter, anymore.

I put on a smile, just for all of them,
I act as though I would, any day.
Yet deep inside, I know that I would cry,
But my heart just wouldn't take it.

If I were to have held her closer and not leave her alone,
Would she still be with me, would her wishes then be known?
In the end, I don't know anymore, my spirit, it's going into pieces.

In a family of four, only three seats are taken,
I don't know how to say, I feel so forsaken,
My favorite sister, who left and never came back,
Well,
Are you having fun?
'I had so much fun.'