[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DifkA-rW6YY

Faded One's Farewell

When saying goodbye, what's there to say?

The sun has set,
The world is dark, yet,
I laugh, I smile,
This is, my life.

The way, it goes,
Go with the flow,
And yet, I wonder,
Is this, correct?

I put on a large grin,
But, I can't help but think,
Is it okay? To deceive even myself further like this?

Hey are you still there?
Behind the door that I can't get through,
I shouted and banged on it for so long,
And yet you wouldn't let me in.

---

This cave, is dark,
The stone, it's wet.
We two, alone,
Speak happily.

Is this, the end?
Or just a beginning?
I don't, really know,
But it's still, so nice.

Hey, do you remember me?
Will you remember me so long?
I don't want,
To be forgotten by my bestest of friends,
The one I trusted.

Here I say goodbye to the world that I used to love with my heart,
But then I don't want to say that farewell quite yet.

---

Even if I were to die, it's still hurting,
Isn't that a bit strange?

Even if I am dead, does it matter, ah..
Well.

The colors in the sky mix together,
They create such a wonderful scene,
I hold my hand out and say goodbye, to a wonderful day.

...

Ah-

Goodbye to my memories,
Goodbye to my dearest of friends,
I don't want to say goodbye, but
It's too late for all that,
I don't want to say that it ends,
But farewell, and then it is-

[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xaAj5fVgeeM

A Soulless's Confession

To say I'm really super happy, to have the wondrous you,
Would be such an understatament that I could see,
If I wanted to paint the world blue,
Would I ask you to do it with me?

If the world became dark, would I sit down and cry?
If the world were light bright, would I like to die?
If I can't see the wondrous you,
What is it like to be this blue?

I just wanted to see you once more and it hurt so much,
Yet I wanted to know what it was like to be here,
If I wanted to see the true world then I wanted,
To be, to be, Right there.

If I were to draw a circle, it'd be full of holes,
Yet you said I'm not one, I'm something else,
If I were to believe what you said back then,
Am I not an empty shell?
Can't you hear the final ringing bell?

---

If you're just going to replace me, just tell me ahead of time,
That way I can shut my heart and everything will be fine.
If I wanted I could shut everything down,
But then, I knew then, that would bring up your frown.

If I wanted to bring the world down with me, would you?
Bring it with me to become the world you wanted?
If it's not what you want, then what do you truly need?
Tell me, Tell me, Tell me!

Please tell me what you truly think of the wretched me,
If I wanted to truly, I could instead kill you,
Yet I know that is not what you wanted,
If I could say, goodbye.
I suppose that this is truly Goodbye...

---

Is it the end for us both, then?
Is it the beginning for us both, then?

If I wanted, could I hold your heart?
The blank and lovely you,
The hellish me.

---

I opened my eyes and saw the world full of color.
In the end, I remembered, it was all just a dream.
The world ending, in a blue world so true,
It was a nightmare, all along.

Hey what is it like to be alive for once?
Hey can you be with me, just this once?

[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ce8H_aFkUzU

A Mechanation's Breath
A mechanation must feel human to be truly alive.

If I fell to the ground, would you catch me?
If I faded away to nothing, would you truly see?

I love you, I loved you, But you disappeared, one day.

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Once more, Once More, I wanted, to be sure,
You were there, in my hands, and you didn't, leave, me, too.

But the memories faded away.

'This is goodbye.'
'Say your thanks.'

I heard it, and yet, I defied it.

Though I fell apart, I wanted to hear you,
I wanted to you to tell me it isn't true,
And then I, fell apart, and nothing but rust was left of me.

If I flew to the sky would I see you?
If I fell to Hell would it all begin anew?

Falling, Falling, I wanted to know why I was fading away.

And I, And I, wanted you to know,
That I cared, that I searched, for the one, to show.
But I ended up short.

'Am I gone?'
'Is this wrong?'

I asked, this then, I fell.

No matter what I wanted you to fly,
Black and Red up into that blue sky,
Then I, the fake one, could fall to pieces in blissful peace.

So is it wrong for me to ask for a Happy Death?
With this question I take my own final breath.
Come with, Come With,
I close my eyes and fade into the dark.

[Sarah54321]

The Butterfly's Mirror
Sometimes you just have to learn the truth...

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vWtZ6yy2th8

When the light comes down and all is dark,
When the heroes rise will it be time to act out?
When I choose to be who I am for real,
Will they shame me for that at all?

Before me is a mirror that shows the true self,
But, all I see is...

A liar through and through.

---

Down in the forest,
Past the marsh of memories I see,
Lots of times, passing me by,

The wind tugs, at my hair and I don't know why,
I just want to cry.

If I were to sign, and obtain, the way in which to go,
Would I, actually take that path then,
Or would I really just turn away?

Tangled up in thorns, no where to go, I just wanted to understand!
If I was to be real then why!?

I just wanted to become truth but it's impossible now,
If I were to draw then it'll become fake!

So then, should I become a true monster?
So then, should I allow the beast to come through?

I draw my bow, I breathe so low,
And there's no where else to go,
So is this the true me?

A faker?

---

Butterflies flow past, into the night sky,
I wish to join them, into the blue,

But if I were, would I vanish and be stepped upon?
Just to perish, then?

I want to understand, to find out, the truth behind my life,
But I, doubt I could handle the call,

The truth is the worst of it all...

Down deep into the branches of the greatest Deepwood,
I called out for anyone to hear me!

But I heard nothing but the screams of the past,
And I ran and ran to get away.

I just want to know why it is,
Why is it the way that it is?

The final piece of this play is coming soon, don't worry,
I will find the end to my story...
Very soon!

---

I saw the light, once long ago,
It was there, that smiling halo,
But then, the reality, of the family,
It all came...
And shattered it all...

My mother, my father, are you proud of me now?
I've become the beautiful girl you want!

Father, am I ugly?
Mother, do I have idiocy?
I just want to hear the truth,
I'm sick of all of these lies...

The magic in stopping time for all,
Would, it save my life from the start?

So the final act, the final scene,
I draw out my brush and then,
I paint out my life as a scheme...

It's just my dream.

[Sarah54321]

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4kIFZyKOmZ4

A Machine's Bottled Heart
He just wants his family to be okay.

---

Hello, good day, is what I want to say
But it's hard, it's so hard for me to say,
Why's that? Why that- I don't really know.

Hey, sorry for the way I act,
It's human, it's far too human for me,
Sorry- Sorry, this is just, meant to be.

The sun raised up in the sky,
It brought my spirit up high,
The bottle of glass shone bright...

Hey there, know, I just, I really love you, right?
And then I don't want to say bye,
Is that, is it so hard to understand something like that?

And know- I don't lie when I say,
I just want you all to stay,
I hate- I hate the feelings of this,
This abyss.

(Abyss)

The next day started off strong,
There is nothing, there's nothing to go wrong,
Surely, surely,
We'll stay singing our song.

But then a thick cloud passed over us,
The sun, so bright, began to hush,
Hey now, Hey what's going on- I don't know.

If I stayed smiling- I thought I'd keep happy,
But eventually, in truth, I came to really see.

My -FAILURES-, it hurts,
It hurts so much to see,
What my mother wanted me to be,
I don't- I don't want this,
It hurts so much, I just miss,

If I'm not, what am I doing-
My dreams are quickly flying-
Goodbye to them, I sing out,
But there's no one to hear my shouts.

...

The bottle inside of me that broke,
I just want to be felled in one stroke,
I hate, I hate this all,
I just want for myself to fall,
And hey, if I wished for it back,
Would the nightmares then attack-
I'm sorry for everything,
But I know- I know...
It's so...

'Hey, now, wait...
It's not over yet, is it-'
No it's not, not yet.
I just wanted to find the perfect glue for this fit,
And so, I know that I'm not true,
In truth I'm not human, nor am I you,
But it's fine for me..

Just keep on...
Singing.

Stay Strong!

[Sarah54321]

Song Source (Sweet Sweet Cendrillon Drug)

A Boy's Flowery Love
He knows he's unloveable.

The flowers which grow in my small chest,
It tells me that I'm just not at my best.

Though I smile and try so hard to get by,
The voice in my head said 'Let us Die'.

...

I tried hard to be adored, you know.
No matter what happens, it is just so.

If it is fate that I'm just to wilt,
I hope someone's heart can be filled.

So high.

Let... me, know.

If you were to tell me the words,
It would be more just like a curse,
Because I can't believe my own heart.

If you were to bless the existence,
I would just try to repent.
My Mother said it's just not true.

...

Somewhere, There once was a little prince boy.
He cried for someone to finally care.

When Father left him, it all fell apart.
It was when all of this would start.

To fall.

Fall... To hell.

Someone please tell me those words.
It doesn't matter if it's heard.
I just want to know if it's true.

The truth etched in the petal is,
That I simply don't know myself.
What is this thing you call 'Love'?

...

Then, a hand, it reached towards me.
"You are just as cared for."
Many more reach out towards me.
"You are able to be loved..."

Right?

...

If it's all so true, all of it.
Then why can I still not fit?
These flowers in my chest still suffocate.

In truth I think I know it all,
The real reason it happened was-
The person that can't love me is...

The real reason that I'm here,
The real reason I'm suffering,
The person who doesn't love me is...!

[Sarah54321]

[PROTOCOL: FORGIVE]
Make him proud to have made you.

Time has passed,
The shocks have gone,
The fear is still here,
Yet I still don't know if it's bad-

Is it wrong for me to-
(-Have hope again, today?)
To have a hope of life-
(Along the way, I...)
Wanted to really hear you say,

'I love-'

The way you are here,
The way you adhere,
The way you wear and tear at your work,

If you continue
(Continue to try)
Continue to win
(Continue to work and-)
Tear yourself-

'I love-'

The way that you cry-
The way that you laugh-
The way that you've made me so proud today-

You would never
(Never)
Say those words to me-
Never, ever, in this life.